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I just need to prune all of the uncertainties out of my life. I don’t have time for all of these unnecessary complications. I need to just accept that this is where I’m at, and I cannot continue with someone that i constantly feel in the dark with. I deserve to feel comfortable with the person i’m with. I need to be able to honestly express how I feel without feeling anxious. I need someone who can at a bare minimum express some kind of enthusiasm toward me when I travel halfway around the country for them. I’m sick of wondering how he feels, where he’s at. This is where I am at. I need to move forward. If I continue to let myself be dragged into this, I’ll wallow in the past forever. I need to be firm about this. To let myself grow in whatever way I need.
Excuse the rant. Sometimes I can’t think clearly unless I write it out.
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